恵。ジニです。

It feels weird... but i feel like losing myself...

I dunno what's happening to me...

I feel like crying...

It just feel weird...

Am i pushing myself too much?

I dunno what's wrong with me?

I need to go running...

Yeah... i think i need it...

How to Get your First Freelance Assignment

Instructions

1. Step1

   Resume - Make sure you have your resume all made out. Put any relevant information about yourself on the resume that will help you get the job. Have both electronic and hard copies ready for distribution.

2. Step2

   Check Online - This is the best source for a freelancer to find work. Check places that you've heard of, search engines, publications that you enjoy, and job boards for possible freelance work.

3. Step3

   Create a Website - You don't have to spend a lot of money to create a good website. Have information about yourself, your resume, and some sample pieces. Also consider a blog that contains updated information about what you're doing. This will help potential employers learn some information about you.

4. Step4

   Rates - As a beginner, the rates aren't that great. You may only get a couple cents a word, but right now you want experience. Once you have some solid experience, employers will feel better about giving you good pay.

5. Step5

   Query Letters - For every place you apply, send a query letter specific to that employer. Include information about your idea, piece, and benefits of having you on the team.

6. Step6

   Keep Trying - The first assignment is the hardest to get. You have to take on a lot of rejection in order to find an employer that is willing to give you a chance as a newbie. Look everyday at your sources and apply for all of the freelance opportunities that you find, even if you don't think you'll get it.

   
   

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   I'm somewhere around step 4..

   I'll keep working!!! :D

嵐３D！！

嵐　3D　生ライブ　HD

LOL... But need the glasses...

:D

いい仲間！！

嵐サイコ！！

Congrad to them...

10 year is v long... Really v happy for them...

They are a fun group of ppl...

I'm also really glad i have known this group...

They really bring happiness to my life...

A lot of joy...

All their baka games~~~

All the jokes they shared....

Artistic inspiration (from Ohno's art book that is)...

And 

I'm really thankful and happy...

Cos I'M ARASHI HAPPY LITTLE FAN GIRL...

When they open the time capsule...

I was really happy and somehow tears a bit...

It was there 10 years... I cant believe it...

There a letter written by each member 10 year ago...

Its was touching... 

And yeah i cried... 

Although i dunno a lot of japanese... BUT at least 40% i know what the hell the message was...

It was really really touching...

Actually that time capsule was the deepest  impression i have about them...

Although i'm just a 2 to 3 year fan girl but...

I watch back the previous shows they have...

The time capsule ep. is the best and also the mago mago boat...

They are such a nice nice group...

Lastly....

I really hope they will stay strong as a group...

No matter what happen...

Arashi is my FAV BAND!!!

Intro by my fren...

Some song that my fren intro me...

MBLAQ - Oh, Yeah(Oct 18, 2009)

MBLAQ - Oh Yeah HD

New korean group by Rain's company.... Thats what my fren said...

Bi Rain - [MV] Rainism

SHINee - Ring Ding Dong PV

She said that it song v cute... erm... i not sure what she means... oh well...

but i like the part where they sing ring ding dong... the dance i mean... lol...

And here's my recent playlist...

[FULL] 2NE1: Let's Go Party from 1st Mini Album

BIGBANG 2NE1 - Lollipop MV [HQ]

oh my sis fav group 2NE1...�

鬼束千寻-月光

I like her voice... but when she sings her facial expression erm...

But she got good voice... really...

And yeah finally one slow song right... LOL...

Of course, my dearest arashi~~

Arashi- Tokei Jikake no Umbrella(full)

But not MV yet... erm...

Not sure will they have MV for this... anyway LOVE them...

AND O-CHAN RIDDING A HORSE...

V FUNNY~~~�

Prince Ohno xD

(^o^)V~~ ho ho ho~~~

Survivor - Eye Of The Tiger (Official video clip)

Survivor - Eye Of The Tiger

Just some random seach...

One of the song that i heard when i was very very very young...

Actually not heard but just rememeber briefly...

LOL...

:D

Maybe i should start a little search on the old songs...

Give myself a little change of styles in music :D

Preparing for the trip...

I"M GETTING A BIKER JACKET...

HAHA....

EXCITED LOL...

BUT THERE'S no discount or sale for it..

DAMN...

OH oh... And my mom brought me a new sport shoe...

And yeah my old ones the bloody sole came off...

And its like the oldest sport shoe i ever used...

From sec 4 till now... Well basically i didn't really used much after sec 4...

Poly days for me is eat to de-stress from studying....

No wonder i grew fatter... lol...

Anyway my new one is v cheap la..

Cos they having discount...

I got mine at 50% off...

I really like sales ALOT...

Shopping just make a little girl like me... HAPPY...

Oh oh...

Rosy if u wan to get coat u can get it from Uniqlo...

They having sales for the winter coats...

Some is below 100 bucks...

But its the short ones...

Not for the long winter coats..

BUT its NICE... 

I try it BUT I Look like a balloon again... 

And yeah my mom laugh at me this time when i wore that...

And the worst thing is i cant zip it...

WHY AM I SO FAT!!!!!

Anyway.... 

U can go and take a look... :D

P.S: If u wan to get discount stuff, i guess it will be better to get ard this few months...

There's ton of sales going on... LOL... 

Oh oh n i think i really like ION now... LOL....

Complex feeling...

Its just that every time my dad and i talk about school stuff..

I got a feeling that i should just quit school and start working....

I hate it...

Why didn't i choose design in the first place?

Why?

Its really a complex feeling...

In school, I'm really really happy, busy, annoyed but glad...

Just that sometimes i really wonder why didn't i choose Design in the first place...

And maybe if i did, its will lessen the burden i give for my father now...

Maybe I'm in design company now...

Just maybe...

However, what's done is done...

I just have to look forward to my future..

Which i have no idea where it will lead me to...

For now, Design harder... and win crowbar awards(yeah right LOL)...

Cant find winter coat...

ROAR... I just been to FOS...

Their coat is DAMN thick...

And it make me look fat... REALLY fat...

And i DONT WANT TO LOOK F-ing  FAT...

When I SO FAT ALREADY...

Hai...

I think i may get Dorothy Perkin the long coat...

And F-ing expensive...

But my size... hai...

Cos i got a little disappointed from the online shop where i brought my coat...

Its long but the shoulder part is kinda of weird...

But i look like rich girl when i wear that...

Unfortunately I'm not...

Hai...

I rather bring more clothes to wear then look like a balloon...

Ginnifer in the process of hunting... hunting for coat...

:D

P.S: Counting down to Japan trip ard 1 and half months time...

EXCITED !!!!

Paris 36

Well, for those who likes musical..

U can try watching this...

It interesting as in i cant really compare to those normal movies(fantasy, etc).

Its really nice to watch in it own ways.

Although its slow and draggy but somehow its entertaining.

Will encourage to watch this show.

Oh and its a bit teary too..(maybe for me oni)...

But really if u like a change in movies style and want to try something special go for this.

However, if u really like action movies and wanted a lot of animation kinda of movies.�

I guess you can skip this.

Its more of romances, family, fighting for their own rights kinda of movies.

Paris 36

Some songs i like in this movie:

02 Loin de Paname - París, París

15 Enterrée sous le bal - París, París

13 Attachez-moi - París, París

And i just�realized�that she is this person that act as the female�actress

IDYLLE GUERLAIN VF (45s)